the best things in life...

I learned today that the best things in life are free, like the old saying says. I spent most of the day with Dave. Little things like holding my hand while in the car, and watching simpson/futurama epiosdes on his computer together. It doent matter what we do together its just the time together is the best. Man just relized how sappy that sounds. :P

Today was ok...

Got up early today and got some stuff done before work today. Work went oks went by fast. I feel distant from Dave today. I wanna move in together and he doesnt think we are ready. Idk I kinda disagree but undersdtand where he is coming from. Im worried seeing him once a week is not enough. Oh well I know we will work it out.

sunny days

Happiness today is Trueblood rerun Im watching now and the cute cashier at the suprmarket who flirts with me ever time Im in there.

Love of my Life

So its been a long time since I have posted here. But now I feel the need to post. I just got back for a four day vaction in Cape Cod with my boyfirnd of almost a year Dave. Im so in love with him its at some points scary. Hes the man I want to marry who I want to father my children. He understands me on a level I dont think anyone every has before. This is the first time we have every spent more then one night together. It was the best couple of days I have had in a really long time.

Let me tell you why.Currently I work two jobs toatling sixty hours a week, seven days a week. I have a BA in fine arts and my teaching assitant certification. I use neather of these at the jobs I am at now. I do clerical work for a non-for profit and am a cashier at lowes. Atually tis is the first friday evening I have not been at Lowes working in about three monthes. We came home kinda early from the Cape cause Dave works nights and had to work tonight. Im usally crabby and tired all the time. We see each other about once a week.

With Dave its the little things I love. Things like the way he holds my hand while we drive, how he smiles at me and does this wink thing when I look at him while we are in public. How I have learned more about cars then I have ever known by listening to him talk about it and going as arm candy to car meets with him. How he understood why I cried not once but twice yesterday cause I didn't want the vaction to end and he understood why and held me, and made me laugh. Or how while we were on the whale watch yesterday and we where standing on the deack and he comes and places his arms around me and kisses the top of my head.

I know I know sappy right. But he makes my life so much better and Im more able to notice the good things when Im with him or thinking of him. So my goal is to post somthing positive here everyday or everyother day etc. Cause I think everyone needs little bits of hapiness.

lots of books

Finished Guilty Pleasures (Anita Blake Vampire Hunter) by Laurell K. Hamilton Loved it can not wait to read the rest of the series. Gonna buy the second one on my next book buying trip. Also finished The Taste of Night (Sign of the Zodiac, Book 2) by Vicki Pettersson second in the Zodiac series. I love this series the main character is so kick ass. Gonna pick up the third one soon as well. And Glass Houses (Morganville Vampires, Book 1) by Rachel Caine first in the series. Actually got this in a swap, Love it wanna read the next book in the series. Seems like a have quite a few books to buy.

Right now reading All Together Dead by Charlaine Harris sevnth in the Sookie Stackhouse series. Love love love them.

your a great friend but if zombies chase us I'm tripping you

Finished The Living Dead Edited by John Joseph Adams, a collection of short stories. Toughly enjoyed most of the stories. A couple were so so but on the whole I loved them all. Zombies fascinate me for some reason. I love to think of ways that I would defend myself from them and such.

Gonna start Guilty Pleasures (Anita Blake Vampire Hunter) by Laurell K. Hamilton, been meaning to read this series for a while finally bought the first book. After that I plan to read The Taste of Night (Sign of the Zodiac, Book 2) by Vicki Pettersson after that. Loved the first one I read a while back so hoping this series continues to hold my interest.

Shadowhunters

Finished City of Bones (Mortal Instruments) by Cassandra Clare. I loved this book. Very addicting. Characters are easy to understand and you get attached to them right off. Its a very different kind of supernatural book then from what I am used to. I already wanna run out and buy the next book in the series. Not much more to say about this book without giving away to much. Twilighters and Sookie Stackhouse lovers will love this book and the different spin on the supernatural worlds.

Gonna start The Living Dead Edited by John Joseph Adams, its a collection of zombie stories form many authors including Stephan King, and Kelly Link. Love zombie movies so lets see how I like written stories about them.