Monday, February 11, 2008
Have you ever not known what you want out of life. Because I have no idea. Do I want love money fame? I'm in such a slump right now. Like I'm suppose to be working on this independent study for art right now and I just can't get inspired. Since I was little I thought being a artist was what I wanted to do with my life. Now I'm no so sure. I hate having no gumption. I feel like thats the way my life has bin the last couple of weeks. just nothing. I go to class come home, go on the computer and sleep. Thats it. I feel stupid and slow all the time. Like I just can't wrap my brain around who I am anymore. My life has changed so much over the last three months. I'm single after not being for two and half years. I finally have the freedom I want in my artwork and i can't seem to do anything about it. Blah.