Love of my Life

So its been a long time since I have posted here. But now I feel the need to post. I just got back for a four day vaction in Cape Cod with my boyfirnd of almost a year Dave. Im so in love with him its at some points scary. Hes the man I want to marry who I want to father my children. He understands me on a level I dont think anyone every has before. This is the first time we have every spent more then one night together. It was the best couple of days I have had in a really long time.

Let me tell you why.Currently I work two jobs toatling sixty hours a week, seven days a week. I have a BA in fine arts and my teaching assitant certification. I use neather of these at the jobs I am at now. I do clerical work for a non-for profit and am a cashier at lowes. Atually tis is the first friday evening I have not been at Lowes working in about three monthes. We came home kinda early from the Cape cause Dave works nights and had to work tonight. Im usally crabby and tired all the time. We see each other about once a week.

With Dave its the little things I love. Things like the way he holds my hand while we drive, how he smiles at me and does this wink thing when I look at him while we are in public. How I have learned more about cars then I have ever known by listening to him talk about it and going as arm candy to car meets with him. How he understood why I cried not once but twice yesterday cause I didn't want the vaction to end and he understood why and held me, and made me laugh. Or how while we were on the whale watch yesterday and we where standing on the deack and he comes and places his arms around me and kisses the top of my head.

I know I know sappy right. But he makes my life so much better and Im more able to notice the good things when Im with him or thinking of him. So my goal is to post somthing positive here everyday or everyother day etc. Cause I think everyone needs little bits of hapiness.